my UnKnOwN CuRsE...

am i thje only one wif this curse.......there i was...askin such questions after i found out bout this ancient curse....wow....u wouldnt wanna noe hoe i felt.....felt relly bad....n i relly hate it.....n i couldnt believe tht i was chosen to accept this unknown curse....it was horrible to noe........wat am i goinna do....????shuld i try...????becuz wat i herd is tht people could even die becuz of thing....i dun wanna die yet....!i wanna live my life filled wif all my imaginary happiuness...wat am i supposed to do/....but tht thing kinda chose me.....but y...???i hve a relly weak heart.....where did all the qualifications cme from....????huh...????!!!i gt so worried n confusd all the time......im still confused.....cuz theres more strong herted peops in my family.....y me...?????wats so speacial bout me....????am i gonna end up bein a teenage freak...not tht i am sayin im not a freak...i am.....but...will it end up even worse thn a joke....???i mean like...i am a freak....wat eppens wen i end up bein a freak....will it be the end of eka kitaro...??will it be the end of annur rafiqah..????m i gonna keep askin these questions....welll...i dunnoo...........