i miss being in love .. :/

i woke up this morning , at three oclock , retrace my memory , that nobody will greet me my GooDMORNING SAYANG anymore at exactly 7:30 , so i guess my 7;30's ruitines will end now  huh ? and just that fact , i curled myself into a ball , and cried , it made me more sad that i had to think of the EVIL fact that he wont even be there to catch me when i fall , likehow he used to . my SUPERMAN is nowhere near me anymore . so i guess im just LONELy again . nobody to catch me when i fall , or to comfort me after a bad day and curl up with me and listen to me cry and tell me everythings gonna be okay . and all of that is gone today , after my stupid decision , of leaving . i know , im gonna regret it aint i ? then y did i did it ? yup , i am the worst ! n im sorry . i hurt another heart , AGAIN ., and i didnt knew that it will hurt this bad . i guess its a payback , for a JERK like me ! grr ~ but still its a payment i have to pay , n so , yup , i think im gnna heal soon , so yeaah . BUHBYE heart break , n welcome IEYQA the new one . :) , hee . :p

                                             (to a loveless life .. yeaay , i guess .. ahha :P )

i guess he doesnt need me anymore rite ? so i guess its time to skip to num 5 , n juz HEAL .

was i always a game that doesnt have the rite to even fall in love ?
thx alot for bullying and being painful to my heart .
cuz wat u did really made me stronger and made myself promise to never fall inlove with a guy like u ever again :) .
so yeaah , thx alot . n buhbye . HEALING time . hee :3 .
so ive got alot to do , im gnna sit at home , n make activities for me n my frens to jst have fun and enjoy ! yeaah ! aaha :P definitely enjoy . cuz i used to be inlove to a CRIMINAL . :)

5 things im gonna do without u :')

1. block u from my heart .
2. deactivate my facebook , cuz thts the first thing that would remind me of u ;(
3. deleting u fom my fone
4. missin u , n regret it . but the EGO wouldnt let me near u
5. HEAL . :)
</3 . a life without u , is a lifeless one . but the pain will help me to heal better , n change me into a better person :)
so even without u , i guess , i could live . so thx , n BUHBYE . ;)

oh my god ,. i miss you so much rite nw ! grr ~ .. i need u ! :/

chocolates for my broken heart :')

after a bad break up , with u .. im eatin up all the chocolates i have n ruining the life of apok :) . hee . but , still the sadness in me , will drown me , because just a few minutes from u , makes me regret everything . im sorry , but i have to . bye :') , im really hopin tht wat i did was rite . maybe ur just nt the one for me . SORRY . but im leaving . n imissyou . :'(..

~stay at school ;]~

"pOoNteng SkowLa.. AAARRRGGGHH !! :{"

eeyy ! nk tny skit , pnah x korang pnteng before ?? huh ! ap ? soalan bdoh awk ckp ! huh ! eyy , klu soalan bdoh xkan lhaa ak nk tny ! eiisshh ! im actually worried to death yesaterday , sbb ak kne tngkp ponteng seyeyyhh !! uwaaaaaaaaa :{ ! takowt glerrwww ! marin is cnsdered the WOST DAY OF MY LIFE ! ,, ak ingtkan pnteng tuh cool lhaa sgt ! rupenye , bnd yg mengong jeaaakk ! dhaa lhaa kne alweys tgx22 around , tkowt klu tbe2 plis ikpowt ke , ad owa ikowt keaa , uurrghh ! mmmg x bessttt ! i hated it ! tpy the best part of it , i dint even think oof the consiquences of even getting caught , ingatkan dhaa line clearaa nim kaan , rupenyee ... chheett ! cg dhaa lbbeyyh kedpan agy from me ! urrrgghh! kne tngkp gaaakk .. hurrmm :[ ..
tpy look at the bright side , atleast ak akn ingt for the rest of my life yg actually , pnteng skowla nie was never cool n never will be babe ! so stay at school n jgn lhaa nk mngade nk ikowt my footsteps yg x btol nie ! soo yeaah , stay at school geng , n ditching class n school , soooo un-COOL !
k thtz all for me , sowie dhaa lme x update blog nim .. but , still , jgn lpe lhaa yew dtg menjengok .. :) iloveyouguysketadketad gtoe ! :P muaahh .. :*