i miss being in love .. :/

i woke up this morning , at three oclock , retrace my memory , that nobody will greet me my GooDMORNING SAYANG anymore at exactly 7:30 , so i guess my 7;30's ruitines will end now  huh ? and just that fact , i curled myself into a ball , and cried , it made me more sad that i had to think of the EVIL fact that he wont even be there to catch me when i fall , likehow he used to . my SUPERMAN is nowhere near me anymore . so i guess im just LONELy again . nobody to catch me when i fall , or to comfort me after a bad day and curl up with me and listen to me cry and tell me everythings gonna be okay . and all of that is gone today , after my stupid decision , of leaving . i know , im gonna regret it aint i ? then y did i did it ? yup , i am the worst ! n im sorry . i hurt another heart , AGAIN ., and i didnt knew that it will hurt this bad . i guess its a payback , for a JERK like me ! grr ~ but still its a payment i have to pay , n so , yup , i think im gnna heal soon , so yeaah . BUHBYE heart break , n welcome IEYQA the new one . :) , hee . :p

                                             (to a loveless life .. yeaay , i guess .. ahha :P )